Some day it won’t matter you will be dead and gone! I’ve decided that what was done to me was done because I wouldn’t learn and I wouldn’t pull my head out of my ass. I’ve figured out that no matter how badly you were hurt, if it still affects you, if you still feel it in your heart and burning in your blood, then you better go after it with all you got, because that’s all you got man, someday time will run out! So I started this last night and lucky you I didn’t finish it so I’ll only start the first part of your Saturday off by feeling sorry for myself! That only works for so long, actually that never works, we just try to convince ourselves that it does! Learning to live again after you have shit canned it all is what it is about! Having the guts to man up, quit breaking promises and quit sticking it in the wrong hole is what it’s all about! Stick to your guns, don’t compromise yourself and then they can’t call you out and they can’t talk shit because there is nothing to say! Because even the dogs talking shit these days, the drugs don’t work anymore the pot only patched it, hmm imagine that and the sticking it in the wrong holes just ain’t getting it either!