Not the question everyone has an answer for! You gotta want it more than you want to breath! Not the their all watching the ones that said you couldn’t, not the you have to decide what toy want now! That should of already been decided a long time ago, know you have to ask yourself but one question. When will you decide to quit fighting the same battles you continuously lose? It doesn’t have to be Monday or some cute Facebook meme saying start now, but fucking start now. The difference between where you are and where you could/want to be is isn’t as big of a difference as you’ve made it in your head! Success isn’t an option, it’s is a choice and anyone who says different is a liar. You see there’s really only one difference between this moment and a month down the road when you could be where you want to be! How bad do you want it? Sleep in, on get it in and take care of business! Waste that hour and a half a day checking Facebook or take a walk with the dogs of holding her hand! How you get there is simple, figure out a way to do it different and people will pay attention! The end isn’t here, people are paying attention, good and bad! Some wanting you to fail and some wanting you to pull it off and stick it to those mother fuckers! Yeah, I know I contradicted what I said earlier in this post, so fucking sue me, it’s what everybody else in this country does! I’ll leave that one for another day, but ask the question, are you willing to do what it takes to do it different and pull it off? The guy who hits the floor at 6 a.m. Will get farther than the guy whose still sleeping at 9!!!
It’s not the end, but the beginning, it’s only the end if you decide to make it the end. North Korea isn’t bombing us, your government is corrupt but not after you and isn’t every political body corrupt? That’s like asking straight guys if they like boobs, of course we do! ISIS, just like Al Queda before them won’t do is in, bad shit is still going to happen, it may even unfortunately happen to you, but you can’t live your life waiting for it to happen. Well, you can, but then I promise you without a doubt it will happen once you open that door and sit and wait! I’d like to say don’t worry be happy, but I’m worried we still aren’t getting it. Instead of figuring out why police shootings and mass killings are up, we are worried about keeping up with the Kardashians and the status of a guy who was high out of his mind at a whore house! In other countries they would give a fuck less about the guy whose been fortunate enough to make millions playing sports and then decides to od while surrounded by hookers because he’s depressed!! I feel for ya bro, I really do, but over here in the real world, we have real problems! I’d like to say I have faith, but more people are moved to tears over who Ben picks on the Bachelor then what is going on in our world and there is the problem! More people care about and are inspired by shit that really doesn’t matter! Don’t worry, be happy, it’s not like it’s all going to end tomorrow. Bet that’s what the moms and dads who went to work on September 11th thought too!
Imagine if we could use all that energy we are using to hate Cam Newton and do something good with it. Funny what a QB can inspire in us, but seeing someone who needs help and we can just walk away. I’ve seen the memes, Manziel needs help, but Ray Rice and Greg Hardy are evil! Everything is black and white now, it’s destroying our society! And just so folks don’t get ahead of themselves, Hardy and Rice have been proven, if Manziel is proven, he will get his just like any other player! The man didn’t lose well, but the second the Super Bowl is over I see people posting well Peyton Manning didn’t shake hands when he lost either! We’re not celebrating a great win, by a clean QB who set numerous records, rather it comes down to black and white! It’s white cops shooting black people, it’s black lives matter, we really have to protest that in 2016. While cops make mistakes, we don’t know the entire story a lot of the time and I’m pretty sure no cop no matter how bad the criminal wants a dead body on their mind. Time for all of us to get are priorities straight, we care more about a QB failing, then Flint Michigan poisining their water!
Those people who fucked you that you’re still worried about! They aren’t half as worried about you as you are them! And check this shit out, there’s a way even if you don’t see it. There’s a way to do it different, to pull it off, tomorrow is Monday morning, what will you do when your feet hit the ground? Better yet are you up and at em like you should be or are you hitting snooze on your life? Like me, you may be all to blame, so what? Big fucking deal, everybody is to blame at somepoint in their life. I spent last night with an angel that I had no business spending it with! That’s when I made a decision, I didn’t quit when if for really bad, when my back was against the wall and it looked like there was no way out! No, this time I chose to quit making it deeper, this time I chose not to run and keep my head above water! This time I realized what was at stake like I keep saying I should of, this time I took the step no matter what shots I have to take, too much is at stake this time, this time it’s a little different feeling! This time I give up what doesn’t matter, quit worrying about what I can’t change and start worrying about what I can. Shits passing me by a lot faster now then I ever thought it would ten years ago, this is my lost shot to grab ahold of everything I want, this time it has to be different, this shits deep enough, so remember there is no need to make it deeper!
Beautiful wife, two kids, fame, probably wasn’t broke by any means, so the question is obviously why? That question we all seek an answer to at some point in our lives, the problem is this. Sometimes we don’t get to know why and have to let go of why before it destroys us! There’s no reason for Dave Mira to be gone, there’s no reason for a lot of things in this life that we live, but live It. We only get one chance around this runaway roller coaster train Jason Aldean says and he’s right. You aren’t defined by your past, you’re prepared by your past, so quit letting what you did in the past drag you down! I’m not sure really where I’m going with this and sometimes having no clue is when we run into the best things in life! Just make sure everyday you are doing something that is bringing you closer to it then pushing you farther away from it. I’ve ran into some pretty amazing things just because I didn’t quit trying, Mira, Mira on the wall, who’s the fairest of them all? Not life, so bring the battle, forget about why, people who never get anywhere worry about why and start worrying about what you can do about today! Put yourself out there, sometimes you can’t be afraid to be exposed, sometimes you just have to do it in the face of all the consequences! Sometimes you won’t get the results you want, but life’s about the one time we all get in our life where the results are in our favor! Are you ready…….
And I’ve decided what I’ve got is a whole hell of a lot! A close friend just lost his mom at 52, my mother is 63 and the time I wasted now haunts me. Because nobody expects to die, even people with terminal diseases fight until the end, but death becomes us all. I see my friend who four years ago was a strong, happy and productive iron worker. I see him now taking 5 minutes to take five steps and wanting to give up after all the MS has taken from him. I get a text from an ex falling apart who never gets to see her two year old son because she is working three jobs and still can’t make ends meet. Kinda makes the things we bitch about pretty small, but it better magnify the things we are taking for granted! I hear stories from someone close to me who works at a preschool, so to those parents. I won’t pretend to know how tough it is to be a parent, but those moments your missing sticking them in all day preschool because you can. Well, one day sooner or later you’re going to want those moments back. It’s back to what I said, state titles with my high school team, real love that held on when it shouldn’t of, those things that really matter, the things that bank accounts no matter how big can’t buy! You gotta work with what you got, and turn it in to what you want….
The car wreck that takes someone you love, the person you overlooked who fought for you. The Christmas you missed thinking that you had time, until time ran out on some of those people you wanted to be there. Now the thing you didn’t see coming is that you’re running out of time if that family and kids you always talk about is more than just talk. Everything you say you want is right in front of you, so easy to grab if you really mean what you say this time! The alternative is watching everything walk away that you want and then the pain you won’t see coming will be crippling! You can accept how things are, or you can accept responsibility for changing what you created! It’s that simple, you made the monster, so you can beat the monster, who better to? Stay ready and you won’t have to get ready, I realized last night when I went to bed and this morning waking up to catting, just what I have to lose! That catting should throw you since I woke up with two dogs. It’s run or figure out a way not to run this time and the stupid thing is that you already have a way!