One Day I’ll Be In The Dirt! Yet I’m Still Acting Like A Pussy All Hurt!

Thinks it’s a T.I. lyric, doesn’t matter at this point, but it goes like this. “Know yourself know your worth!” Friend of mine whose black at the gym today says to me, “you got so many options, why are you still acting like a bitch nigga? Nobody took anything away from you or did it to you, you let this all go down because you refused to quit being a bitch nigga and now look at you!” He’s right, I’ve had it all right in front of me too many times and let it slip away to feel sorry for myself! I fucking had it man, but I didn’t know what to do with it and now that I do, well that hindsight thing is a real bitch friends! One day it won’t matter, we will be dead and gone in the dirt, so I wonder why I’m wasting all this time acting like a little bitch and being hurt! Everybody is tired of my act, most of all by far me. So when your tired of all the bullshit you created it might be time to want a little more and think about growing the fuck its long past due that you started cashing some of these checks your big mouth is writing! Wonder what might happen if I quit being a hurt little pussy and knocked off the bullshit…..