Forgive me sir, and yes I’m Christian and yes I voted for you. But don’t you think like the song says, “it’s too late, when we die, to admit we don’t see eye too eye? Weird, all I seem to hear from you is fear and hate, not saying the Bible’s perfect, it’s written and interpreted by man! And boy let me tell you about some of the shit our fellow man has done lately! But fear and hate is what strung Jesus up on a cross, and yet that is the route you have chosen to take! Kids are afraid to go too school! People are afraid to walk in a mall and go back to school shopping! While guns play some role in what’s going on, let’s stop blaming an object that can’t do it, itself! Wether accidental or intended, guns don’t just go off without some kind of human reaction! And now, my human reaction is simply this! We did this America, what are we going to do about it?
And it isn’t Kevin Durant and the Golden State Warriors. Today, just outside of Houston, another one bites the dust! Another kid is dead, another teacher too, even more kids lives shattered and scared to death to walk back into their high school! It’s tge guns, it’s my second amendment it’s this or it’s that! It was Texas today so obviously every other word was God this or God that! While I believe in God, this isn’t his problem, this is our problem! This isn’t a God made problem, let’s me clear, this is a MAN made problem. This is us reacting instead of acting, this is what we have created! It’s not guns, if they can’t get them legally they will get them illegally! If someone wants to shoot something up, they’re going to find a way to get a gun. This is America, money talks ladies and gentleman! Money is what’s getting in the way of the issue that we can’t seem to take care of! Interests throwing money on this side and interests throwing money on that side! Not to help save kids lives, but to save their bottom line! It’s not like it seems like once a month these school shootings are happening! I look overseas and while I love my country, I don’t see this happening anywhere else so why? This is where people turn the argument back to guns and Houston we have a problem!
The one nobody wants to talk about, oh wait, that Rhino has survived millions of years I do believe. The one thing that it couldn’t survive you ask? The greed of the human race, anybody listening out there? Yeah, I’m talking too you with the phone and the Snapchat and the Facebook, that shit isn’t real. Does Jeff Bezos really need anymore money? He’s taken down Americas malls, and now he’s taking down Americas grocery stores, lets not forget about the books stores who he took down a long time ago. While He’s been busy at a rapid pace building his empire, I just wonder what He’s doing to our communities? I don’t think for a second that Kim Jung Crazy Pants is are biggest threat, that for sure is us. Look at the polar ice caps, look at the weather and the wildfires and things we have never seen before in recorded history. But we seem to be more concerned with a Russia probe that at this point doesn’t matter, he probably did it, he has been in office over a year now, let it the fuck go. It’s not about fixing the problems that we have as a world, it’s about how many times Trump went golfing, which porn star he banged and a corrupt leader leaving Peru probably loaded to take asylum somewhere. Funny how these people we elected, who are supposedly supposed to be looking out for us, seem to be not so trustworthy at all. I think at this point I would trust a car salesman, at least he is honest about it, lying is a big part of his job. How do you raise a kid today? I’m raising an 18 month old and I am terrified. Don’t degrade women, but grab them by the pussy and they dressed that way so they were asking for it. Fucking really? That’s what you are going to use to justify it? Would you be saying that kind sir if it was your daughter? Tell my daughter to go to school and look what happens there. Maybe its mental health, I don’t think assault rifles are completely necessary, I think bullying must end and people must stand up. I make excuses for nobody who takes cowardly actions, but I hope someway, somehow we figure out a way out of the darkness that we have been living in and back into the light. Seen my share of “Broken Halos” blares in the background as I write this. Seeing more than my share lately, seeing too many broken people. People who have quit, people who have been beaten and broken down one too many times. People who once had hope and now like that last male Rhino, hope seems all but dead. Kids who have given up and turned too guns, parents who aren’t parents and this is why we are in this mess. Don’t beat you kids, but spank their ass and teach them some discipline. Kids these days have no idea what consequences are until it is far too late. I guess unlike the Rhino, I hope it is not far too late for us…….
On how bad our life is, we forget about that town in Syria, we forget about those kids in Parkland. We forget about 100 girls kidnapped from school in Nigeria, we forget, because it is becoming all too common. We choose to worry about little problems and let them become big problems! We forget about are pride, we let ourselves sink into the mentality of, well he did it and got away with it, so why do I have to be better? If I have to tell you why, you have already fallen into life’s trap game. I’ve played poor me for so long and it’s life’s fault or why did YOU do that, that I lost myself. Like a lot of us, I lost my way and I made things that weren’t okay, well okay! The mind is an amazing thing, we let it convince ourself that we can or can’t do something, but the reality is this. Eminem was right, “you can do anything you set your mind !” Plain and simple, nothing to be argued about there, excuses or extra work to figure it out? Because at this point with the state of the world, we bettter figure a way out now!
No I never did, thank God Mama raised me better, but I have to ask just how much we’re looking like the Romans! How much are not caring attitude is coming back to bite us in the ass! Forget the record hurricanes and earthquakes, forget the record fires and ignore the melting ice caps too. We need to remind ourselves that lives matter! Just about every guy in a position of power it would seem, has used it against females! We have politicians saying women are asking for it by the way they fucking dress!! So in are free country it is okay for a football player to take a knee because that’s his right?!? Yet it’s a woman’s fault and she makes herself a target? Bundle up ladies, I feel like this bumpy ride is far, far from over! Next you’re going to tell me in Alabama, that a man who is a sex predator damn near got elected! You’re going to tell me that the President of these Divided states of America supported the man! You’re going to tell me that in certain parts of the world the space trade is still going strong! You’re going to tell me that the Heroin epidemic is taking over my country, and the kid who just made the 150 dollar Nike’s I just bought can’t eat!!! Just a little food for thought on a Thursday morning about theses divided states of America! We can continue on this path, but just a little heads up about my personal life in case you didn’t read yesterday’s post. You can only walk down the path the path of destruction for so long, before if destroys you! I’ll check back this afternoon…
Sorry Winnie, through you completely under that bus, but let’s be honest, your name ends in Pooh. Apparently I wake up this morning to Mr. Lauer getting a little handsy. I’m sure just like the shoplifting Shanghai sweeties he saved, he will jump right in and say grabbing them by the pussy is okay. Okay, so let me get this straight, hold the phone Matt, bigger problem. That Korean missile thing that just happened and did the monkey in the suit really just retweet a hate group? Wtf is going on man, why no start burning crosses on the white house lawn? That one still blows my mind, the Klan is for God, but burns crosses! We the people are at a crossroads, it’s no matter now what we did to get here. Nobody cares what you were going to do about it, anybody can run their mouth. So I guess we are left with Winnie the fucking pooh. The hundred acre wood sure sounds a whole lot better than this shit show right now doesn’t it? It’s every other man in power, its Trump getting worse by the day, its North Korea, its FEAR, we have simply let fear win. They made us create a department of Homeland Security out of fear and what I fear now is that we have missed the point. We are more worried about what the dumbass in the White House will tweet next then seeing all that is going down around us. We are so worried about what we did, that we have chosen to live in the shadows and be small and let it all go down like this. We go down with it you know that right? This doesn’t end well unless we the people end it now. You don’t have to be American like me, I’m sure things are worse in other nations, I’m not and idiot. But we as a world have to be better and we the people of these divided states of America have to be the first change. We have to decide o be better, we can’t continue to worry about what happened or what we did or didn’t do, that is a mind game that will trap you for life I promise you that. So it really comes down to we only have two things left. Winnie the fucking pooh and what the fuck are we going to do? Yeah, that language thing I said I was going to work on seems to be going pretty well……
Those days when you didn’t fear a call from your parents number. Back then your mother wasn’t 65 and the diabetes wasn’t winning! Back when you were sure you had time, back when you’d never lose those people you thought would always be there. Back when you were quick with the slick answers and they managed to get you by. Back when you didn’t have to care, because as I said before, you had time! Right up until the clock struck midnight and the shoe just didn’t quite fit right Cinderella. The point where the voices in your head are the loudest thing, a constant reminder of what you’ve done! Where the days get shorter and the nights so long they never seem to go too bed. And your just left lying there with these voices in your head playing out what you could have done. Everyone says you can’t worry about the would of, should of and could of. I kind of think whoever they are that their liars, because these days the shoulda, woulda and coulda are all that run through my head! I’d like to say Trump and the state of the world has got me scared out of my mind! But the things I’ve done and the things I’ve become capable of are all that haunts my mind now. The only sure bet, the only guaranteed to beat the spread winner in this life is time. Time my friends, always wins. I long for those good old days where I thought time didn’t matter and this ride we call life would never end! That was before people were getting gunned down in malls, churches and concerts! That was before we turned things back 100 years and let hate and fear win and march in the streets! That was before, when there really were heroes! Not overpaid spoiled athletes whining about it! Not idiot owners making it worse because they called them inmates! Back when people cared and opened doors for ladies and senior citizens! I keep trying to find some good left, I see it in the eyes of the high school kids I coach, that hope, that fire I used to have. When did we let it burn out? When did we somehow make what’s going on okay in our heads? I guess the better question is, what are we going to do to stop it! Because sitting here longing for those good old days is a catchy Macklemore tune, but time marches on!!!