Me Too

No I never did, thank God Mama raised me better, but I have to ask just how much we’re looking like the Romans! How much are not caring attitude is coming back to bite us in the ass! Forget the record hurricanes and earthquakes, forget the record fires and ignore the melting ice caps too. We need to remind ourselves that lives matter! Just about every guy in a position of power it would seem, has used it against females! We have politicians saying women are asking for it by the way they fucking dress!! So in are free country it is okay for a football player to take a knee because that’s his right?!? Yet it’s a woman’s fault and she makes herself a target? Bundle up ladies, I feel like this bumpy ride is far, far from over! Next you’re going to tell me in Alabama, that a man who is a sex predator damn near got elected! You’re going to tell me that the President of these Divided states of America supported the man! You’re going to tell me that in certain parts of the world the space trade is still going strong! You’re going to tell me that the Heroin epidemic is taking over my country, and the kid who just made the 150 dollar Nike’s I just bought can’t eat!!! Just a little food for thought on a Thursday morning about theses divided states of America! We can continue  on this path, but just a little heads up about my personal life in case you didn’t read yesterday’s post. You can only walk down the path the path of destruction for so long, before if destroys you! I’ll check back this afternoon…

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What You Did! What You Were Going To Do! And Winnie The Fucking Pooh!

Sorry Winnie, through you completely under that bus, but let’s be honest, your name ends in Pooh. Apparently I wake up this morning to Mr. Lauer getting a little handsy. I’m sure just like the shoplifting Shanghai sweeties he saved, he will jump right in and say grabbing them by the pussy is okay. Okay, so let me get this straight, hold the phone Matt, bigger problem. That Korean missile thing that just happened and did the monkey in the suit really just retweet a hate group? Wtf is going on man, why no start burning crosses on the white house lawn? That one still blows my mind, the Klan is for God, but burns crosses! We the people are at a crossroads, it’s no matter now what we did to get here. Nobody cares what you were going to do about it, anybody can run their mouth. So I guess we are left with Winnie the fucking pooh. The hundred acre wood sure sounds a whole lot better than this shit show right now doesn’t it? It’s every other man in power, its Trump getting worse by the day, its North Korea, its FEAR, we have simply let fear win. They made us create a department of Homeland Security out of fear and what I fear now is that we have missed the point. We are more worried about what the dumbass in the White House will tweet next then seeing all that is going down around us. We are so worried about what we did, that we have chosen to live in the shadows and be small and let it all go down like this. We go  down with it you know that  right? This doesn’t end well unless we the people end it now. You don’t have to be American like me, I’m sure things are worse in other nations, I’m not and idiot. But we as a world have to be better and we the people of these divided states of America have to be the first change. We have to decide o be better, we can’t continue to worry about what happened or what we did or didn’t do, that is a mind game that will trap you for life I promise you that. So it really comes down to  we only have two things left. Winnie the fucking pooh and what the fuck are we going to do? Yeah, that language thing I said I was going to work on seems to be going pretty well……

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Those Good Old Days!

Those days when you didn’t fear a call from your parents number. Back then your mother wasn’t 65 and the diabetes wasn’t winning! Back when you were sure you had time, back when you’d never lose those people you thought would always be there. Back when you were quick with the slick answers and they managed to get you by. Back when you didn’t have to care, because as I said before, you had time! Right up until the clock struck midnight and the shoe just didn’t quite fit right Cinderella. The point where the voices in your head are the loudest thing, a constant reminder of what you’ve done! Where the days get shorter and the nights so long they never seem to go too bed. And your just left lying there with these voices in your head playing out what you could have done. Everyone says you can’t worry about the would of, should of and could of. I kind of think whoever they are that their liars, because these days the shoulda, woulda and coulda are all that run through my head! I’d like to say Trump and the state of the world has got me scared out of my mind! But the things I’ve done and the things I’ve become capable of are all that haunts my mind now. The only sure bet, the only guaranteed to beat the spread winner in this life is time. Time my friends, always wins. I long for those good old days where I thought time didn’t matter and this ride we call life would never end! That was before people were getting gunned down in malls, churches and concerts! That was before we turned things back 100 years and let hate and fear win and march in the streets! That was before, when there really were heroes! Not overpaid spoiled athletes whining about it! Not idiot owners making it worse because they called them inmates! Back when people cared and opened doors for ladies and senior citizens! I keep trying to find some good left, I see it in the eyes of the high school kids I coach, that hope, that fire I used to have. When did we let it burn out? When did we somehow make what’s going on okay in our heads? I guess the better question is, what are we going to do to stop it! Because sitting here longing for those good old days is a catchy Macklemore tune, but time marches on!!!

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One Hatred, Under God!

I had a hard time believing it when it came out of his mouth. “Fuck all Muslims and all Muslims are bad.” Um, confused look on my face, but hey I guess we all give the guy from the middle east on the plane a second look, lets just be honest. Probably used the word faggot and laughed about it, guilty over here. Nigga, yeah, and the justification was, its okay because it is with an A. Are you fucking kidding me right now, pretty disappointed in myself over here I have to say.  When the fuck did it become okay for all of this? When did it become okay to lay down and give up and let all the bullshit win? I voted for him, I wanted  a  mess, I felt they both were a joke, but the jokes on me now as  Trump  has  created  one  hatred under God.  Too the republic, which no one understands anymore, I say this, we the people have had enough. Ignorance can no longer win, we are all  entitled too our beliefs and views, but in the end the judging we do will end  us and we will be judged in the end. I don’t need to go all God on you, whether you believe in him or not, look at the weather, look at the fires, look at the violence, shit sure looks like the end of days you would have to say. Hate wins and we all lose, we all have already lost. Teachers make jack, pharmaceutical reps make six figures to do what exactly?  Oh pay off doctors and try to get all those warnings in quick at the end of the commercial, because let’s be honest. There is no money in the cure and money is the American way.  It’s not like this one nation under God is in the middle of the worst opioid crisis ever, and in case you were wondering, the recovery rate is jack, about what a teacher makes. We have a secretary of education who doesn’t realize we are way behind other countries and is slashing left and right, It reminds me of that dipshit Bush had running Fema when Katrina hit and he didn’t have a fucking clue, kind of like this Betsy bitch. I mean I guess the real bitch in the white house is responsible for all of this. So lets write another Facebook post about it and post some more fake news about it so we can look the other  way and not admit that WE THE PEOPLE, LET THIS ONE HATRED UNDER GOD HAPPEN!

 

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Mr.Aldean, But I Call Him Jason. These Divided States Of America!

It’s a line in one of my favorite artists songs,  but my question is this?  When do we  draw the line? When do we say enough is enough? When its 100 people shot dead? When it’s a state, not the ugly stepdaughter Puerto Rico? Because like it or not, that  is what these  great Divided States of America have done. We have turned are back on our people, we  have a successful white  retired man  killing  at least 58 people and we have people saying it’s a country concert so it’s a bunch of white people, I bet its retaliation. In the middle of all this,  I just have one question? I think we might be missing it on every level, don’t you? I posted this on Facebook today, I’d  say pray for Vegas, but even a lifelong Christian like me is having problems with that. I’d say worst shooting in U.S. history, but the  way we are going, I fear a worse one is coming next week. I don’t get how thirty years ago when I was ten, nothing like this happened. I don’t want to hear mental illness or ISIS , I want to know when human beings stopped caring  about human beings? Letting people die in Puerto Rico, 50 plus dead at a concert, I could go an on an on. I guess  my fear is, if we continue to let this go on an on, what will be left of us when hate and fear finally wins! We created homeland security out of fear. We judge people out of fear, because we choose to be afraid of their beliefs instead of understanding. FEAR will end us, fear is what ills the world today. Fear lets religious people think it is okay to judge, fear was just instilled again, want to go too an open air concert tomorrow anybody? Bet you will think twice about it now. Chaos, fear, racism, judging, the weather and the  earthquakes and believe in him or not like I do, the big man in the sky might just be coming! Hell on earth in may ways is upon us, try being in certain parts of Mexico right now, try being stranded on Puerto Rico, try having a guy in the White House who doesn’t seem to  give a fuck. I mean, it’s not our problem right? Wait, your telling me that Puerto Rico is a U.S. territory?!? I’ll leave you with this, close to 60 people’s families were liking and watching their updates and pictures from the Jason Aldean concert less than 24 hours ago. Now, all those pictures and updates are all they have left, because their loved one liked Jason Aldean. Black people shouldn’t get killed for no reason, nobody should get killed for no reason, hate shouldn’t march in the streets. I pledge allegiance, to the flag of The Divided States Of America, to the republic, for which I have no idea what it  stands for anymore, ONE nation, under God, for liberty and justice for ALL!!!!!!!!!! We can do better America……

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What’s Love Got To Do With It? Hate Seems To Always Win!

Faggot, nigger, terrorist, loser, drugie, now we have a show about it, “Snap Decision.” You make decisions about people based solely on their looks! Looks like we may have missed a few things! How long will we let hate win? How long will we look the other way? How were United States colleges thinking about hosting people who promote hate? I’ll go back to what my high school marketing teacher told me, still holds true today. Any publicity is good publicity! Sad but true, shock and awe, hate boils to the top, any good is buried in the last thirty seconds of the newscast let’s just be honest folks and we created this. We created this  with are could give a fuck attitude, “what we let be, will be.” Those moments when it starts getting harder and harder to look in the  mirror. The time you wasted has collided  with record wildfires and record hurricanes and record murder rates and  people marching  for hate in the streets and  a President kind of brushing  it off! What the fuck happened to us here America? Not saying other countries aren’t bad, that is for sure, but I thought we were supposed to be better than that. Hate 1, love  0 and  as I said, it sure seems like these days hate is winning a lot more. Feels like a lot of things that shouldn’t be winning are winning, I know that goes with me and my demons for sure. I know better, it has caught up with me and  will catch up with me again, but outrunning demons that have wings sometimes  doesn’t work so  well. Cant blame anybody when you know better in the first place and  do it anyway. Its like when you are a kid and they tell you not to do it and of course you have to just find out how stupid it is yourself. “Ask forgiveness before I ask permission”, love that line in Brantley Gilberts new song. Well, time to wrap this one up, Hate 1, Us 0 and where we go and who wins next is up to US……..

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What Was Supposed To Be

It was going to be like this! I was going to do this or I was going to be with that person. I was going to make that happen and mom was going to see those grandkids from her only child before she dies. I had all that time to go golfing with gramps, his mom lived to 104! But cancer decides different for him at 84! It was supposed to be different as I count down the hours not years now to forty! God forgive me for my sins and for what I did! I knew better and now all the voices in my mind say over and over again it was supposed to be. You were supposed to be better, people were counting on you and now your just wasting your time. Counting down the days in your mind, demons 1, you 0! I keep coming back to I! Unlike my government, nobody to blame, conclusive evidence that I am the perpetrator of this shit show and what a show! And what I fear now you ask? Will I get a chance to fix any of it! I hear things like Harvey, Irma and Jose, names that are changing the landscape! Storms of a magnitude that we have never seen before! Everywhere seems to be on fire and now the biggest earthquake in a century in Mexico, anybody else going wtf? United States heroin deaths jump 533% since 2003, yeah you read that right! Equifax selling off stock before revealing somebody is now probably selling your information! Guess what was supposed to be is a moot point, what we do about it now is the point! Hate lives, hate is winning, North Korea hates us and we hate them! Whites hate blacks, blacks hate whites and both are marching, blacks are marching against hate! Everybody seems to hate the cops, Michael Bennett of my Seahawks could be lying? Could we all be lying to ourselves that this is okay? Or have we turned a blind eye for so long and made it okay? I guess what’s supposed to be, will be…..

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