And not real quick like Drake said, even quicker than that! Faster than a speeding bullet and all that other nonsense too, shits about to get real and how you deal with this shit in the moment will define the rest of your life. I heard my father the other night when I wasn’t supposed to saying that his only child is a piece of shit whose never going to amount to anything! It wouldn’t have stung so bad if that first part wasn’t true, but he’s right, I hate the piece of shit that I have let myself become, but there’s the catch! I can still choose at any moment that this isn’t how it’s going to go down and I can choose to write a different ending. I can choose to amount to something, but I have to do it right this time. No motives, no lies, no hidden agendas! Not to show them or to shove it in someone’s face because they shoved it in mine, I’m better than that and too old for that shit! No, to prove to myself once and for all that I am worth it and they held on and didn’t give up for a reason, because I was worth it! One shot for the one thing we all want, redemption! It’s going to go zero to one-hundred whether I want it too or not, so I better do something real quick…..