I have been sitting here for what seems like ages, trying to rip out and rewrite the pages of my mind, but today I came across one of the most refreshing and recharging things I have ever come across in my life. The day you realize some roads you just cant go back down and you put up the dead-end sign and you move on. It is true what people say it fades, certain people were only meant to write a chapter even though at times we think it will kill us letting them go. It does kill you for a second, I wont lie and say that it is easy at first. Someone always ends up on the wrong side of the coin flip there is no mutual someone is always hurt, but when it fades and when you find your strength again you start remembering what is inside you and through all the bullshit you remember it was you who carried you this far and survived. The battle scars start to not hurt as bad you can actually look at them and smile because you earned them, but in these fading phases I realized something….. Make sure you tune in around 2 pacific time, we are all going to get a dose of are own medicine. I am going to make each and every one of us take a good long hard look in the mirror!